Mesmerized

You guys you know I go to taiji class. I had an amazing experience I’v never had before. We have a certain movements we do there, over and over again. Its called the Form. And its absolutely automatic already. The mentor always tells us to trust the body. It knows very well what to do. I actually know my body can do it without thinking of it, but as I was doing the form automatically, my mind jumped pretty often into random every day things and then I couldn’t be in contact with my body and the surroundings. Pointless. So, first time I though, instead of letting my mind jump around randomly, I should just observe what my body does. I totally let off the thought from the body. The thought was somewhere outside of the body. And the body moved exactly how it had to. It ws the first time I could separate the body and the thoughts. I looked and felt something weird. There was forth dimension. And it wasn’t the Time. Time didn’t exist. It was something in the air, I saw it. I saw that I as excising in this world. The time was zero, the time was “now”. I was curious to know where the time was then. So I told myself to look the future and the past. And it wasn’t there. And when one of them appeared, I came out of this stadium. But I wanted to go back, so I didn’t held myself back. I was just looking and feeling and enjoying. I had had those moments before, many times, but only for few seconds. Now I could really hold it for half an hour or so. I don’t even know, maybe it was more, maybe less. As is told I didn’t feel the time. Glad I discovered this feeling existis and its not even so hard to find it. It was the moment of feeling The Present “here and now”. Amazing.

Read Echkart Tolle “The Power of Now”